| wow, i havent been on xanga for years, literally.
i kinda missed it, so thought i`d just come back.  well junior year is almost ending and this year went by SO fast, its unbelievable.
i have so much regrets but i know that even if i could go back, i`d still do the same things.
life goes on, right? =] so im trying out this whole catholic thing, mostly cause of my mom.
its been months but im still not used to it, i dont know.
ive been feeling so empty, and i wonder its because i'm missing God in my life.
i know its wrong, but these days i just seem to doubt more and care less.
kinda reminds me of middle school, when everyone used to be so crazy about God, including me.
it felt like it would last forever at the time but now that i think about it, it was sorta a phase that my friends put me in.
idk, this whole christianity thing is so confusing and requires so much commitment, i feel like i'm just looking for excuses to run away from it. on the other haaaand, summer's coming SOON!
i still havent signed up for summer college classes, i still havent looked for that job i need, i still havent started studying for SATS, i still havent done anything and everything I was supposed to do, but i'll get around to it sooner or later.
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